Last night I sat down to watch The Crow and ended up blowing off washing dishes. That movie was an excellent film - I was pleasantly surprised! I should have done them, there weren't that many to do, but I was just lazy! This morning I woke up and knocked them out in just a few minutes, annoyed at myself for not getting off my butt and taking care of them last night!
After Katie went to sleep I watched that movie and slipped outside to walk to dog and watch the meteor shower. I only saw a few shooting stars, but it felt so nice on that dark path, standing there in the dark and making wishes! The silence was so strong, only broken once by a train passing through in the distance.
As I stood there in the dark just me and the dog everything felt so right with the world I wanted to start crying. I didn't actually tear up, but the urge was sure there. When I was a child I would lay out in the yard just watching the stars. We didn't have street lights where we lived in the country, and the stars would just wink at you in friendliness.
This is my life. No rushing, no grabbing. Sitting at the kitchen table for hours with my daughter after school while she talks about her day and shows me magic tricks.
I actually ran out of butter yesterday. I had used up the very last stick the night before and didn't realize it. When I went to get some out to butter my homemade bread there was absolutely none to be found, not even in the freezer.
At first I was annoyed, but then I just had to laugh. I was just out the day before, and at Sam's a few days ago but had no clue I was so low on butter. This is the first time I have ran out of butter - totally ran out almost a decade and it took me by surprise.
You know what I did? I ate my toast laughing sans butter. I don't think I'm going to go out and get any today, either! It feels so liberating to be out of something and NOT run to the store and get it, to KNOW that I can go but choose NOT to. Instead we will do without for a couple of days.
Instead I have it on a list with a couple of other items. I'll pick it up later in the week when I head out for something else. My daughter expected me to follow my old habit of rushing out to the store to grab just that one thing, and was shocked that I did not. I'm kinda shocked as well, to be honest.
The day after Thanksgiving has been designated as a "Buy Nothing Day" by Adbusters. I had one of those yesterday and the day before as well without even trying! There was a time when it would have felt like an impossible goal.
Life just keeps getting better.